March 2012
Anonymous asked: are you in love?
Yesterday
I very nearly didn’t go to prac (still sick- it’s looking like another doctor’s visit… have not eaten in two days and everything I drink comes straight back up) but Mum said I’d feel awful if I didn’t, and so off I went!
One of my students informed me that I have very small ears (“It’s okay, don’t worry, but why are they so small?”)
I...
Deep Heat, marry me. You are the answer to my prayers. If you get in my eyes, however, an annulment is in order.
One Small Step for Sum.
I am feeling marginally better today. My head still feels as though it’s on fire, but when I wake up in the mornings, I feel so amazing! I always laugh hysterically in the mornings now. I don’t know if it’s because people are genuinely funny in the mornings, or that’s when I feel the effects the most, but it’s the way it is. I had one of those level-headed afternoons,...
A Good One.
When I was about ten, I grew accustomed to hearing my mum and her friends say, “Have a good one!” to each other when they said goodbye. It was always followed by a wink and a sly nod, so I associated it with sex and I absolutely hated it. I literally thought that a ‘good one’ was sex. I feel stupid for that- for the sulky mood it would put me in and for the way I’d...
Anonymous asked: i don't think people say this enough but...you're beautiful :) hope you have a nice day
“A word after a word after a word is power.”
– Margaret Atwood (via emotional-algebra)
“I hated myself for going, why couldn’t I be the kind of person who stays?”
– Jonathan Safran Foer (via disturbing-the-universe)
Anonymous asked: the thing is you're selfish all the time. you pick the people who give you instant happiness. the people who might be a little tough but genuinely do care about you, you disregard.
Lightning strikes twice.
The worst thing right now is that my physical and mental conditions are completely codependent, and since neither are fixing themselves, I am growing restless and weak. The pain is starting to scare me a little, because it’s unfamiliar, impatient, persistent and- lo and behold- self-inflicted. What to do but sit and wait?
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If you don’t think it’s worth waiting around for me, don’t. I’m sick of feeling like a burden to every single person in my life. I should not have to take on responsibility for your feelings- Friendship doesn’t come with a contract. You can leave at any time. I am trying to get better, but I can’t do it while you’re all knocking me down. As always, true...
Anonymous asked: i used to think so highly of you. now i look at you and dont even know who you are.
{À cœur vaillant rien d’impossible}: leaonik: I am... →
leaonik:
I am better when I am not thinking about getting better.
So I think of my fingers falling open like trap doors instead.
I think of the way you might look in a straw hat
and how Sunday shouldn’t feel dirty at the knees.
I think about how this poem would be if it were…
“Your handwriting. The way you walk. Which china pattern you choose. It’s all...”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via csdollface)
“You’re sad because you’re sad.
It’s psychic. It’s the age. It’s chemical.
Go...”
– “A Sad Child” by Margaret Atwood (via atomiclanterns)
“If I can bring a smile to someone’s face, then I’m a very lucky girl.”
– Delta Goodrem. (via adorabledelta)
